Happy New Year!

What better way to start off the new year than by jumping back onto the blog?

What a year it has been. January of 2020 seems like it happened ages ago. It started off in the most exciting of ways: finding out we were expecting! The first few months seemed to be off to a good start, but by March things had certainly taken quite the turn and little did we know that our entire year would look so different from any other that we had experienced before.

Aside from navigating pregnancy during a global pandemic, it was a year full of loss. I lost my job, and our family lost two grandfathers. The hardest part was not being able to celebrate their lives with family and friends, though we settled with Zoom visits to see each others faces and share memories.

Although the year had such low lows, I have tried so hard not to dwell on the negativity and sadness, but rather look at the blessing of the many wonderful years we got to spend together. Our family was so lucky to have such great role models and have left us with nothing but wonderful memories from our childhood and all of the great times that we spent together.

The birth of our sweet little Vivian Jean was the brightest light of 2020 and has filled our lives with so much joy. She has given a new purpose to my life which now completely revolves around her in the best of ways.

This New Year feels slightly different than the rest in a sense that I truly have no idea what is in store for this year. I enter with a bit of caution, and hopeful that the world will get back to a place of normalcy (whatever that may mean moving forward). I enter with hopes that I will find a new job that I enjoy when the time is right for our family. Mostly, I enter with pure excitement to watch our sweet baby girl learn about the world around her and grow into her cute and tiny human self.

Here’s to making 2021 the best year that it can be, and celebrating whatever comes our way. Cheers!

Laugh Often – Rachel

A much needed getaway

So I’ve been stuck in my house since March 18th, as have many of us. Things have somewhat opened back up and people are exploring or getting back to work, but I’ve been very modest and nervous about getting back out into the world. Being on an immune-suppressant medication for Crohn’s disease, along with pregnancy – I am on the side of better to be safe than sorry.

As I’ve mentioned before: I have days where sadness will completely take over, and I just can’t get out of a ‘mood.’ This doesn’t happen often, but I think Mike finally wanted me to get out of the house for a change of scenery at the very least.

My parents live up in the Seattle area in a small town and I hadn’t seen them since November. Flying was completely out of the question to get there, so we arranged to make the drive. 18 hours. 😳 Mike drove me to Twin Falls, Idaho (the halfway point), where we met up with my parents, stayed the night in a hotel, and then parted ways the next day – my parents and I continuing up to Washington, and Mike heading back to Colorado. About two hours into the drive I questioned the idea of sitting on the car for SO long. And the thought of doing it again in two weeks even more pregnant? But I figured it would be worth it. (And it was).

Disclaimer: I had basically been quarantining in my house for months, and the same for my parents, so we felt this was a safe plan.

Ma & Me
Mom & Me after 18 hour road trip 😊

We didn’t have many plans for the visit. Just like at home, I figured I could relax and enjoy the outdoors, see some family, and eat. πŸ˜‚ And that is just what I did.

We did get to visit with my brother, sister-in-law, and their kiddos – shout out to them for loading me up on baby gear that they no longer need!!

I also got to see my grandma, aunt and uncle, and another aunt. All usually being outdoors and distanced.

gma
Visit with Grandma Alice

The weather was also cooler in Seattle, so it was a nice break from the recent Colorado heat!

We picked an abundance of raspberries and blueberries, and my love of fresh fruit stayed fulfilled. I also got to enjoy home cooked meals by my mom, which are always the best. Nothing tastes quite the same when I make it. πŸ˜‚ We also had the best fresh corn on the cob!

My mom and I also made a couple of masks! We do not have a sewing machine, so we had to hand sew; not an easy task for us. We also go at a snail’s pace, so it takes a while to finish one, but it was a cool accomplishment!

mask making

The excitement of the trip was one day, the local Sheriff’s office was practicing search and rescue at the lake, so we got to watch the helicopter circle around, with divers jumping out, and then practicing pulling people back up. It was really cool!

helicopter 3

I tried to stay off my phone as much as possible, and just unplug, hence the lack of photos, but it was such a great time! The car ride was not so fun, but overall worth it and so great to see my parents. It’s nice to be back home – I sure did miss the doggies. 😊 And I guess Mike too. 😜

I hope everyone is staying safe, healthy, and sane during this wild time.

Laugh Often – Rachel

My first trip back into the world

Decorating the nursery was something I had been looking forward to for quite some time. Especially being furloughed from work, I was dying to have a project to do around the house! We weren’t comfortable braving a hardware store during quarantine, so I eagerly waited for news of things to start opening.

Once the city began to open – Mike still wasn’t comfortable jumping right back out into the thick of it. Although bummed, I didn’t disagree. He agreed to wait two weeks to see if another huge wave came, and then we would go.

Those two weeks passed, and the day was finally hereΒ  to venture out into the world! First up: the hardware store. We planned to goΒ in the evening – it was a Saturday, as we assumed it might be a bit less busy. We pulled up to Home Depot, to see a line of people waiting outside, socially distanced 6 feet apart. It was a pretty warm day, and we figured we didn’t want to wait in a line.

We headed off in hopes that Lowe’s wouldn’t be quite so busy. BINGO! No line to get in. Just about everyone had their masks on, and the entrance and exit were clearly marked – it was a pleasant experience, though I felt like I was breaking the rules.

We quickly browsed the paint swatches and picked a color – a light green. Instantly I was worried that Mike had rushed me and assumed I would end up hating the color. πŸ˜‚ It’s always his fault right? We grabbed our few items and were back on our way home.

So much anticipation for what was once a normal errand, now seemed to be such a big production. I will admit, I felt happy and safe to be back in our own space with no strangers.

And now, the nursery redecoration could commence!

Laugh Often – Rachel

We’re still here…

Well here we are a month and a half later. I haven’t felt too inspired to write during this time. I’ve been feeling down far more often than I should and have been letting things get to me. Some days (like today) I haven’t even wanted to get out of bed. Why? Just to endure another day stuck in the house doing the same things as the past however many days? It’s hard. Pregnancy hormones are certainly not helping either πŸ˜‚. But sitting here feeling sorry for myself isn’t going to help anyone.

I’ve been off work for 66 days – but who is counting? Okay in all honestly I am not… I just counted the days in the calendar. That is over two months of a completely unrecognizable life and learning to live in such a different way. I haven’t stepped foot inside any establishment other than my OB office since my last day at work. I’ve left the house to walk the dogs, or ride in the car with Mike to pick up groceries. This is wild.

I miss my family, I miss my friends, I miss my coworkers, and I miss everything that once felt normal. Picking out my own groceries, wandering around Target buying way more things than I needed, a trip to the craft store for some fun supplies, or a visit to Home Goods for who knows what. Those days seem so far behind us, and still so far away.

Though places have started to reopen, I’ve had no desire to brave the crowds just yet. It’s officially been two weeks since the first few places started opening. We may give Home Depot/Lowes a try this weekend. I’ve been DYING to paint the nursery for at least one fun little project while I am stuck home! Because after it’s painted, I can start ordering the furniture!! 😍

I am hoping that this will be my last Debbie Downer post. It’s time to start writing about my fun pregnancy milestones, and finding the positive among this very uncertain time.

Here’s to hoping you all are staying well.

Laugh Often – Rachel

 

We’re living in a nightmare

Wow has life changed in the past few weeks… Here we are amidst the Corona Virus pandemic. Something we began hearing about months ago, and never in a million years did I think we would get to a point like we are today.

So very sad, terrifying, unpredictable, and completely unknown. I have to say that this is one of the most life changing times that I’ve lived through – especially in my adult life.

On St. Patrick’s Day at 4pm we were called into a meeting where my department was told that we were being furloughed for the foreseeable future. At the time, they estimated 6 weeks. Now two weeks in, it seems like it’s going to be significantly longer. As of March 29th, the hotel officially closed its doors to wait out the pandemic. There are approximately 8 employees left in total to keep the essentials running while everyone else is away.

Receiving the news was incredibly hard and stressful. I had just announced my pregnancy at work, and had gone through a week from hell dealing with the cancellations that began to roll in. People would call and scream at us for being insensitive, blind, ridiculous, idiotic, etc. This was something that I’d never had to deal with before.

Immediately following our meeting where the news broke, we packed our important belongings, and headed out. No last emails to our clients – I was particularly worried about my brides/grooms that are still planning their upcoming weddings, and now no longer had me to help. I take great pride in my job, and great customer service, as well as the relationships that I build with all of my guests, and it was heartbreaking to walk away in such a scary time for everyone. All I can hope is that they will understand once I come back.

I had an emotional couple of days – what will life be like now? I jumped on the unemployment website along with the what turned out to be millions of other Americans to get my claim in. Something so foreign to me.

The one glimmer of good news that came was my company decided to extend our benefits through May. This was the biggest relief. When temporarily losing my job, I wasn’t so much concerned about the paycheck – we have some savings, I figured we could get by, but being pregnant, and having Crohn’s Disease – I NEED my health insurance. We were initially told that this would only last through the end of the month. With this news, everything began to feel just a little bit more… okay.

This was the first time in my adult life that I’ve had any time off work. I’ve been trying to relax and take care of myself. We’ve been taking the dogs on a walk almost daily, and getting some extra exercise in whether it be a prenatal workout on YouTube, a ride on our indoor bike, or playing Beat Saber on our VR headset. Some baking, some cooking, lots of binge-watching TV shows, and of course cleaning and organizing. My body is feeling pretty good, and I am trying to keep my mental health in a good place as well.

My coworkers and I have all been checking in on each other often. I miss them dearly, and can’t wait to be all back together in hopefully the near future.

Mike is still employed (thank goodness) and has been working from home. We are going on 3 weeks of spending every waking moment together with no escape… the joys of marriage. 🀣 But in all reality, I am very grateful to have him around to help. Though he is certainly getting off pretty easily having a pregnant wife during this pandemic! It’s not safe to go to the store for all my cravings so alas, I’m stuck with what we have. He has been very over protective of me and my health and won’t even let me join him in the grocery store. Sometimes I get to ride in the car, but always have to wait. I am okay with that, but sure miss a Target run, or could use some craft supplies! Our dog walks for fresh air will have to do. πŸ™‚

In the meantime, stay healthy, stay safe, and stay inside. From the wise words of High School Musical – We’re All in this Together!… πŸ˜‰ I’m hopeful that soon we will be able to look back on this time as a distant memory and a lesson to learn from as we dive back into an even better way of life.

Laugh Often – Rachel

A promised update

Remember all of those New Year’s Goals I set? And how I promised I would update how they are going? Well here it goes….

  1. Drink more water – this is a complete fail. I am SO bad at drinking water. I think about it often. But still cannot manage to drink extra water! I even tried making fruit infused water to bring to work so it would have a slight taste. But still, I was barely making it through a bottle per day. I like plastic tumblers with straws and feel they help me drink more water, but still, I don’t make it through enough of those either… let’s just say this one is a work in progress. It’s still high on my importance list. I just need to figure out how to execute.
  2. Exercise more often – okay this one might be moving in a positive direction! Aside from the 2 weeks I was sick and felt like absolute garbage… I’ve been hitting the gym 2-3 times per week after work and I LOVE it! This still might not sound like much, but it’s better than nothing! I think once we have a little bit more daylight I’ll be more inclined to get outside and walk the dogs (maybe even a light jog?). In the meantime, gym it is!
  3. Stick to our budget – this one is actually going pretty well also. We’ve been pretty on track here. Cooking meals at home more often, less online shopping, the list goes on! Perhaps being sick took away from my time to get out and spend money? I’ll take it!
  4. Cut down on sugar and dairy – YES! Well maybe just half… I have definitely cut down significantly on dairy. I’ve noticed that my lactose intolerance has been at an all time high lately. Even with my dairy pills, I don’t feel great. Definitely much worse than I had been previously. So this one wasn’t so much a want, but a need because feeling terrible wasn’t worth it to enjoy an indulgence. I won’t say that I’ve completely disregarded the sugar thing. I certainly still eat it, but have been trying to make healthier decisions. I’ve been leaning on fruit – loving blueberries right now!! Also apples, oranges, bananas, etc. I really want to get back into making fruit smoothies as well. I have definitely still been indulging from time to time, but have also noticed that I’ve been feeling more bloated lately, and just feel better when I don’t bog myself down with too much sugar.
  5. Mediate – Oops! Haven’t even tried. I really need to find time for this. One night I was feeling very overwhelmed and couldn’t get work thoughts out of my mind, so I did turn on a guided breathing app, which helped me fall asleep. I guess that kind of counts? But I’d love to incorporate this with the pure intention of meditating rather than as a last resort to get some sleep. Though it definitely helps!
  6. Prioritize family – hmmm I don’t know that I’ve improved here either, unfortunately. I still call my Mom once a week because I just can’t go longer than that without talking to her! But everyone else… sorry guys! Effort coming soon.
  7. Β Start a blog – errrr keep up blogging. As you’ve seen, I was doing okay, and then completely fell off for like a month. It’s hard! Finding that extra time to sit down and write has been a challenge. Especially after a long day of work, I just want to unwind and watch some mindless television. I have to jump back in and I’m so ready! I just need to do fun things to write about 😜.

Okay I’m actually kind of proud! I thought I was doing a whole lot worse than that, so I am happy to see that some improvements are in progress, and this also refreshed the few that I was missing. We’re only mid-February, so plenty of time to turn it around! Hope everyone’s 2020 is off to a great start, and continuing to move in a positive direction. Cheers!

Laugh often – Rachel

 

 

First ski lesson!

I think we have officially become Coloradans… we took our first ski lesson! (dramatic pause for cheers). I have to admit that I was pretty nervous for the lesson. Back in middle/high school I went snowboarding from time to time and remember being fairly decent. But that was 10+ years ago. Now I am an older, wiser, and a much more cautious young lady. The thought of falling on my face didn’t sound so great. Mike has been talking about skiing since we moved to Colorado, so I knew I better suck it up before too long and give it a go.

To be totally honest, my coworkers peer pressured me into signing up. We were supposed to go a week earlier with some friends, but that ended up being over my cold when I still felt so crummy and couldn’t stop coughing for more than 5 minutes, so I figured going into the mountains to exert all energy, probably wasn’t the best idea – so Mike and I rescheduled our lesson.

The girls went and had a blast, but somehow that didn’t help my nerves. Was I going to be too cold? Was I still not going to feel well? Was I going to completely suck?? All of the questions flew through my mind.

We got up at the crack of down to get on the road in hopes of avoiding as much traffic as possible. We still hit some, but made pretty good time getting into the mountains. We even had time to stop at a …cute… little cafe for breakfast on the way up.

Once we arrived, it was an absolute zoo! People everywhere trying to get ski and boot rentals. A somewhat organized chaos, but a very small building with far too many people. We went through the lines, grabbed our gear, and were ready to go! No one mentioned to me how awkward walking in ski boots would be! I don’t remember snowboarding boots feeling like that…

Before long it was time for our lesson to begin. It was a rather large class with a very loud, and overbearing teacher. Not the most positive and optimistic teacher, but one that wasn’t afraid to call you out in front of everyone if you did something wrong. Not exactly my style… what did I get myself into? I was practically ready to quit before we even hit the slopes.

We started on the bunny hill, and after one quick trip down, he deemed us ready to move on. Up the magic carpet we went, and back down the hill, learning how to french fry, and pizza. The next trip up, we got to ride the lift! This time learning how to turn, and the hockey stop. It was a busy afternoon, more exhausting than I could’ve imagined! Every ride up the lift was a well deserved break to sit and breathe.

Overall, it was a huge success! Mike turned out to be phenomenal (show off πŸ˜‚). He quickly became the star student of the class, and loved all of the compliments and attention from the teacher. I did okay, but don’t think that skiing is going to be too often of a venture for me. I did enjoy our free time a little bit more than attempting to do something specific I was told – I think I’m better without the added pressure and eyes on me… Oh well. Glad we went! I’m sure we’ll be back eventually! I can certainly see why everyone loves it so much, though!

Skiing

Laugh often – Rachel

A never ending cold

I have been M.I.A. for far too long. My excuse? What felt like a never ending cold. Tis the season, right? So funny that I thought I could sneak by scot-free… I thought wrong! What one day began as a slight sore throat turned into two weeks of no voice, runny nose, extreme fatigue, and uncontrollable bouts of coughing fits. It was impossible to sleep because symptoms multiplied once the evening time rolled around. I have practically every pillow in the house on my side of the bed in hopes of propping myself up to get some rest. I felt like every moment that I didn’t need to be at work was spent lying in bed in complete misery. Am I being slightly dramatic? Possibly… but come on – that was rough.

Luckily I had my sweet husband by my side that allowed me to bark orders at him. “Make me dinner,” “refill the humidifier,” “get some medicine from Walgreen’s,” so on and so forth. I sure wish I could say I was nicer, but everyone has their moments right? I could barely muster up the energy to walk down the stairs. By the end of the two weeks, I would love to never cough again. But to be completely honest, the cough is still hanging on.

I hope everyone else is staying healthy during the season of the plague! But I think that’s enough about that. I certainly have some updates to come now that I’m starting to feel like myself again! Happy Day!

Laugh Often – Rachel

A delicious and healthy dessert

This has been an exceptionally quiet week/day, so I don’t have a whole lot to report on. I figured I could take this time to share one of my favorite little healthy dessert snacks: Apple Nachos!

This probably doesn’t even constitute as a recipe because it is so stinking simple, but that makes it even better, right?!

First up: an apple of your choosing. My personal favorite are honey crisp, or have you tried the new COSMIC CRISP apples?!!? Literal perfection in apple form. Get back to me once you’ve tried one.

Second: Creamy peanut butter. Again, select your favorite – I like to go for the all natural, with no sugar added. Costco’s organic Kirkland brand is a hit in our house.

Lastly: Mini chocolate chips.

Apple Nacho Ingredients

Step 1: Slice the apple and lay the slices out on a plate as if you are attempting to make the most beautiful nacho display of your life.

Sliced Apple

Step 2: Take a couple of tablespoons of the creamy peanut butter and pop it in the microwave until melted. I tend to do about 20 seconds, take it out to stir, and another 10-15 seconds more. Once melted, drizzle atop your apple slices. I only end up using about 2-3 tablespoons, but if you LOVE peanut butter, you can load them up!

Peanut Butter Drizzle

Step 3: Sprinkle your mini chocolate chips over top.

Chocolate Chips Sprinkled

Okay – maybe I lied when I said lastly above. This is where you can get as creative as you want. Perhaps some slivered almonds, or chopped pecans. You could even hit it with some sprinkles, or a caramel drizzle. But now I’m falling off the healthy train, so you can stop it wherever you’d like. (Can you tell I’m a fan of caramel apples?) πŸ˜‚ I finished mine with a light sprinkle of unsweetened coconut flakes and TADA! The finished product:

Apple Nachos Finale

I also just thought of the most genius idea: sub the peanut butter out for Trader Joe’s cookie butter!!! Now fair warning here – this probably removes all hope of being any bit healthy, but come on… have you tried that stuff?

Hope this helps to curb one of your late night sweet cravings! Now please excuse me while I devour this beauty.

 

Laugh Often – Rachel

A visit to Rocky Mountain National Park

Lately, Mike has been itching to get up to the mountains to enjoy some snow activities. We moved to this beautiful winter wonderland and haven’t taken advantage of it yet! I finally obliged and we planned for a day to head to Rocky Mountain National Park – about an hour and a half to two-hour drive from our house.

We decided we would go on a short hike, so we filled up on camelbacks, grabbed some snacks, and packed the car up to head out on our way. With so much driving ahead of us, we wanted some entertainment for the road and figured that a Podcast would be perfect! Quite possibly the toughest decision of the day: a podcast we would both enjoy?! Seemed impossible. I am more of a light, random listener to podcasts that involve Bachelor/Bachelorette cast members, while Mike leans more toward Sci-Fi and serious ones. Somehow every podcast/audiobook he selects, I can NEVER stand the narrators voice!! He let me pick, and in an effort to make it a more enjoyable day, I thought something in the true crime family would be fun! Serial it was and needless to say: We. Are. Hooked.

We made the drive and pulled into the park, greeted by the most pleasant park ranger. Mike had selected a trail, so following the map we were on the hunt. Not far into the park comes the road closed sign. The area of the park that this trail was in was closed off for the season and completely snowed in. He was a little bummed that his plan was ruined but I assured him that we would find somewhere else to walk around. I certainly hadn’t anticipated the amount of snow that would be up there and had forgotten my snow boots. All I had were my tennis shoes, but I gladly agreed to wander around anyways.

We followed along the road that was open until we found a small parking lot with a snow play area full of families. We walked up the hill a way and enjoyed the beauty that surrounded us. A beautiful snow-covered ground, and a forest of trees around us. Picturesque clouds passed by with the breeze. It was peaceful and majestic.

The biggest bummer was that we didn’t have a sled with us. Everyone looked like they were having so much fun and Vegas Mike has never been sledding before!

After wandering around, we started to get chilly and decided we would continue driving through the park to see what else we might run into. Plenty of beautiful lookouts, and we even spotted some Elk!

After a long day, we decided it was time to head back toward home. Afterall, the Seahawks were playing in the wildcard game and we couldn’t miss the whole thing! Podcast back on, down the mountain we went. After much debate, we decided we had to stop for dinner as we hadn’t eaten much all day. We stopped in Lyons – a very cute and quaint little town and dined at the most delicious BBQ restaurant. Lucky for us, they had the Seahawks game on. 😊

A successful adventure is in the books, and we can’t wait for the next one!

 

Laugh Often – Rachel